Thank you for your candid replies.
On Friday I looked at a felling job. Not many trees, maybe thirty, in about 11 acres. I walked around with the PO who's reason for the felling was to 'provide more grazing for our horses', of which they have just three, and 'not for development'. Probably over half of the land is pasture anyway, so the reason just didn't seem to gel with me, but hey, that's fine, I'm not the PO nor privy to all the factors, so it's not for me to make those decisions or justify them.
Every tree we passed, he wanted down. First tree an approx 80 yo native Kauri doing surprisingly well out in the open when I always thought they did much better under a canopy striving upwards for light. There was just no way I was going to be part of chopping that down. Next a bunch of native cabbage trees, and again I couldn't bring myself to agree to cutting those down.
But here's what I found kinda interesting upon reflection. We then came to a 4'DBH Cypress (Macrocarpa) hard up against another Kauri and I thought to myself, fine, let's drop that big mac and let that Kauri have a better shot. Both of these trees are doing OK but would do a little better if the other wasn't there I think. Both, in the natural order of things, have about as much right as the other to be there but here was the PO and I deciding which one will live and which will die and the fact one was a native meant it could stay.
We then get to an old fence row of some quite big mac and they can go. I got a buzz thinking about dropping those big trunks at the time but got to thinking they only take about 50m2 at the most of his grazing land yet provide 5 times that as shelter for his horses and there'll be SFA shelter left by the time I'm done if we have our way.
Another good tree, this time a Euc, looking healthy and as if it's enjoying life he wants gone too. I think at the time, 'would be a buzz to drop that and get some great firewood from it', but looking at the picture I took, it seems such a shame to drop a healthy tree like this when the reason just doesn't seem to stack up.
We get to a stand of native regenerating bush and I just say there's no way that can come out, even though the BTU's in the Kanuka would be impressive and easily obtained.
I'm no arborist, so it will be up to the council and their consulting arborist to decide what is allowed to go, but this job has me pondering the justifications the PO and myself came up with within ourselves and outwardly for the dropping of trees that are lovely and healthy in their own right and would probably have been there before we were even born. And yeah, I know I won't feel guilty on the day dropping those trees, because the buzz and concentration needed will block that out but I'm already getting pangs of guilt and I know seeing pictures of them on the ground later will leave a guilty feeling. I was wondering whether anyone else feels that and how they justify their decisions in light of that.
The consulting arborist may turn around and say they have too much scenic amenity value or some such to the community to drop and that will be that, but the job has raised a few interesting internal conflicts for me, for which I think I'll be grateful in the long run.
View attachment 183189