Burvol
Bullbuck
Learning where the tip of your bar is can be learned over time. "Reading bark" in your chips helps too. Keep plugging away at it and you'll be confident in your bucking. Yes, I still hit the dirt on occasion, no one is perfect, but you can bet I learned how to buck because I had to, there is no way to move logs up off the ground when your cutting in your strip. It will come with time, and with your good attitude and saws, anything is possible.